MBBS OR MATHEMATICS

Assalamualaikum readers :)

Today is the biggest day for me, I thought :? emm why? here's the story, last two days, Izzah, roommate I ada tanya I, nak tak try apply Medic. sebab ada dengar dari classmates, siapa nak Medic, call number ni bla bla bla. At first, memang malas nak fikir. kira nak palauuu je lah. and then tak tau lah kenapa haritu tergerak pula hati ni nak call number tu. just nak tanya lah macam mana process dia, tempat dia. and after discuss semua, dia kata I layak amik MBBS. with my SPM result and CGPA asasi, rasanya memang tak ada problem *belagak* hahahaha. okay I'm kidding. kalau takde problem, takkan lah I tak dapat Medic at the first place kan. adalah kantoi mana2 sikit. okay tempat ni macam under UiTM. as whole, under pinjaman penuh MARA. kat Kolej Universiti Shahputra, Kuantan. hmm mesti korang rasa macam, erkkk what? IPTS? dah la I sekarang ni kat IPTA+scholarship+job under government. but peluang ni datang sekali je. even swasta, sebenarnya susah nak apply Medic kat Malaysia ni. contoh, before masuk UiTM I ada apply CUCMS for MBBS. tapi sumpah tak dapat respond which means, I TAK DAPAT. and now bila dapat ni mesti lah nak gilaaaaaa kan.

Actually, this is my dream. MY ONLY AMBITION. tak pernah sekalipun I tukar cita-cita selain dari doktor. and I tak pernah imagine hidup I dengan Mathematics and work as lecturer. sumpah tak pernah. my friends know me well. and dorang tau I memang eager gilaaaa nak jadi doktor. the prove is, result biology I masa form 4+5+SPM memang hampehhh. takpernah A, A- pun apatah lagi. and then bila masuk asasi, memang I struggle gilaaaaaa. and yeah, for all 4 biology subjects throughout my foundation programme, I got 4.00. I really love Biology.

sejak dari first day belajar Mathematics kat sini, I tak pernah serious. I just can't. my heart does not belongs here, together with Mathematics. I dah fikir masak-masak. I hanya happy dengan Biology. 

Dear friends, aku harap korang sokong semua keputusan aku. semoga kita sama-sama berjaya.

Ya Allah, I hope this is the best choice. Please guide me along your Islam with the strength of Iman. 

Done here :')

Salam Jumaat

HAI Assalamulaikum.

lagi sekali, it's been a while since my last entry. kahkah. benda sama lagi. bukan apaa. lately ni  busy gila. baru nak adapt dengan life as a degree student kat UiTM Shah Alam. everyday ada class. on average, okay lah. takde lah packed sangat macam kat asasi dulu. a bit hectic, but still under control. apa yg tak boleh terima kat sini, I have to, okay i repeat I HAVE TO belajar about non living things. contoh, COMPUTER! arghhhhh mula-mula rasa nak menangis gilaaa. just imagine, I have NO basic about computer and programming. and tetiba kat sini kena belajar semua tu, without any brief explanations. sedih kott. kalau yang dah belajar masa kat matrik dulu, boleh lah catch up. kadang-kadang rasa menyesal gak sebab tak apply biologi atau kimia harituuu.

I REALLY MISSED MY LAB WORKS. I MISS PASUM. I MISS UNIVERSITY OF MALAYA :'(