MY FITNESS OBSESSION OMAGAWD

HALLUZZZZ EVELIBADI

fuhhh! fuhhhh!!! berhabuk bersawang dah blog ni. kakaka. malas nak update. busy oi busyyy

oh haa meh nak cerita pasal tajuk ni. dari bulan 6 lagi i ni gilaaa pasal fitness. kalau boleh sehari tu nak ke gym sampai dua kali. sebab apa? sebab nak kurus. i dah makan raspberry ketone dua botol but it doesnt work on me. sobs sobs.

SOOOO, nak dijadikan cerita. haritu i eaaagerrr gila nak masuk class muay thai. so i search the nearest gym yg ada class tu. came up nama XCLUSIVE FITNESZ GYM. and NO, gym ni takde muay thai pun. sajeee google ni nak mainkan perasaan daku. kahkah. and so, i pun cari laaa partner yg nak ikut i ke gym. jumpa la si jannah classmate i. haha. why this gym? why? why not pergi gym free kat condo i tu je? FIRST, sebab ni real gym! facilities dia banyak. SECOND, i nak personal gym trainer. even mahal macam hareee. haha. THIRD, dekat. kat stadium shah alam je. so i menapak dari msu.

THEN, biasalah kan. kita nak start buat apa2 yg diluar norma norma masyarakat dan kebiasaan kita, mesti ada orang nak patahkan semangat kita. kata NO MAS! MEMBAZIR! ENTAH PAPE! KERJA GILA! hurmmm dah biasa. few months ago masa i start pergi gym pun semua orang kata gitu. well, we take it as a challenge. biarkan dorang melopong k?

so to the girlssss out there, yg selalu patah semangat pasal mende2 ni. watlek wat chill. ignore the haters. prove em wrong! sesape nak pergi gym, meh kita gi sesama meh. kekeke

that all for now. gonna update more once i jadi macam agnezmo! hahaha

Assalamualaikum :)

VANISHED!

Assalamualaikum and helloooooo readerssss! Zzzzz
Lama tak update blog. Lama sesangatttt. Macam vanish gituu je ek. Well busy dengan study. Tak sempat nak buat pape. Sorry for the unreplied comments. No responds at all aite. Hurmmm :( But im still hazardously active on twitter. Haha!
Oh anyway, happy new year guysss! May 2014 will be better. Of course takkan semua nak gembira je kan. Some ups and downs should be there right, just to teach us something.
Head up, chill and smile ;)

MANAGEMENT AND SCIENCE UNIVERSITY

ASSALAMUALAIKUM and hello readers!
lama tak update kan? hehe
okay let's make it simple and short, i am now a student of MSU. just changed my college since last May 1. so i am studying Medicine at International Medical School of MSU. get it clear buddies? i am no longer a science-mathematics-girl. haha.
so good night.
lots of love for me, Mas

TENSION LIKE HELL

Assalamualaikum and hello there my lovely readers *ada ke?* hahaha. Lama gilaaa tak godek-godek blog I ni. hurmmm too busy with all those quizzes, PBL, lectures, lab, bla bla bla. hahhh nama pun medical student kan. terima je lah dengan hati yang redha eventhough badan ni rasa memanggggggg dah tak sanggup nak bangun lagi.

 Actually, lately I ni asyik sakit je memanjang. First demam, then tendon kat ankle ni injured sebab I almost slipped dalam toilet. please laugh for me. haha zzzzzz. sakit okengg. then I kena gastritis tengah2 malam buta and terus dikejarkan ke hospital. okay please laugh for me twice. I bukan taknak makan ke diet ke apa, tapi dah takdir macam tu kan. hmmm. Thanksssss sesangat kat classmates semua sebab tolong bawak I pegi hospital, then pegi klinik, then lepak mamak jap. haha. especially kat Fatin, Aina and my lovely roommate Aina. kihkih. And soooo, dapat lah injection... BUT THEN, sekarang ni pulak I kena toot ache. sebab gigi bongsu does not develop well. a bit mislocated. hurmmm so terpaksa cabut next month. pity meeeeee :(

Rasa macam tension gilaaaaa kan. dengan busy nak digest, absorb masuk dalam otak semua subject medicine ni, lepastu sakit memanjang lagi. haihhhhh memang I stress punnnnnnnnn!!!!!! Then asyik gaduhhhhh je dengan Mojo. okay ktorang dah get back together.And maybe I yg salah sebab kurang understand dengan situasi dia sekarang. Okay I know dia busy dengan study, kerja, and I pulak macam asyik eagerrrr merengek nak full attention dari dia. okay fine I yang salah. but, I rasa dia makin tak okay lately. You dah berubah hati ke Mojo? atau you lebih bahagia menduakan I and buat that "teman tapi mesra" relationship dengan si Y macam dulu tu? kalau you happy dengan dia, pergi lah. I sikit pun tak larang. macam tu lebih okay dari you buat I rasa macam tergantung. bila I ingat balik apa yg you dah buat, I sakit hati okay. I sakitttttt sangat. yess memang I stalked her! but so what? I have the right! you boyfriend I and I sayang you and I tak sukaaaaaa perempuan lain tweet benda-benda sweet yang you dengan dia dah buat! I tensionnnnnnnnn!!!!!!!! I tau you dengan dia memang ada affair, it's just you yg taknak mengaku. nak jaga hati I? and at the same time you nak jaga hati dia? what's the pointttttttt you nak pegang responsibility on two girls??? dia dengan jealous dekat you dengan I, bodoh WHO IS HER??!!! then nak I hormat dia as kawan you meanwhile she is seducing you?? okay this might be melampau tapi deep in her heart, she did hoping you to be HERS in some other time. I HATE HER! nak kata I jealous?? kalau you jadi perempuan, and you baca tweet2 dia pasal boyfriend you, and you sendiri dapat pengesahan bahawa mereka memang ada affair dari kawan baik dorang sendiri, apa you rasa?????!!! tak cukup keeeee attention yg I bagi untuk you sorang??? tak cukup??? HOW ON EARTH DO YOU WANT ME TO LOVE YOU?? HOWWWWWWW MOJO HOWWWWWW!!! You yg busy dengan hidup you. You didn't text me even reply me. okay I faham you got final exam just around the corner. but where are that "morning" and "good night" texts? text pun you tak boleh bagi ke. apa yang berat sangat. susah sangat keeeeee request I tu Mojo!! BERAT SANGAT KE JARI YOU NAK TEXT I!! jangan ingat I tak tau you dengan Y selalu text, call, whatsoever. you reply text I pun lambat. I'm nothing for you right. I takde function pun bagi you. I'm JUST your girlfriend. IN WORDS. but deep inside, I'M NOTHING! I tension dengan you, I tensionnnnnnn! okay I tau mesti you nak kata I suka fikir bukan2, cik tahu segalanya. but memang I tauuu!!!! you had that affair once!! OKAY I'M DONE.

Sorry for my emotional entry. I'm under extreme pressure and tension. Pray for my health. love you readers :)

NEW FRESH LIFE

Assalamulaikum my lovely readers :D

lama dah kan update blog. sebenarnya dah almost two weeks I dekat Kuantan ni. like I said in my previous entry, I nak pindah university kan. sooooo here I am nowww, pursuing my study in Bachelor in Medicine & Bachelor in Surgery at University College Shahputra, Kuantan, Pahang. soooo it's was SOOOOOOOOOO  hectic since I dah terlepas one whole week of lectures. so, nak kena catch up balik, nak kena digest yg current lecture lagi. lepastu ada quiz. fuhhhhh memang sakit. these are all the sacrifications yg seorang doktor kena buat. for who?? for us, for our community.

Anyhow, I don't feel any regrets punn. sebab memang I yg nak benda ni. and it's fun actually. dapat tengok the greatness of ALLAH. belajar medic kena ada minat yg saaaaaaangat dalam. kalau tak, masuk second sem je mesti dah tukar course.

Hmm, environment kat sini pun okay je. tak bandar sangat, tak kampung sangat. medium jee. seronok. takde lah I keluar hangout sana sini tanpa kawalan. Soooo, pray for my success ehh. heeee

Happy weekend peeps! luvchaaaaaa

Farewell Twitter @maswonders

Assalamualaikum readers :)

Semalam dah balik rumah. Then Alhamdulillah malam ni dah selesai kenduri tahlil dan doa selamat sempena I tukar program Medic kat UCSA. okay so I akan register on this Monday kat Bandar Indera Mahkota, Kuantan. InsyaAllah semuanya akan okay jee dalam usaha untuk menjadi seorang doktor :)

Hmm. Sebenarnya nak bgtau, I've deleted my twitter account. why? because it's sux. no one understands my situation. no one ever felt this way. Awak tak pernah rasa apa saya rasa, and awak nak hentam saya macam tuuuuu je. please ladies, why so stupid? hmm. malas sebenarnya nak cerita. it's okay lah since lepas ni I rasa I tak sempat dah nak tweet semua benda. busy dengan study. lagipun blog ada. boleh cerita sikit kan.

So, pray for my success along my pathway towards my ambition boleh? Semoga kita semua sentiasa berada dibawah lindungan-Nya. InsyaAllah :)

Selamat Tinggal Mojo yang Tersayang

Assalamualaikum. Selamat datang Oktober. Selamat petang readers :)

Actually harini dah masuk hari ketiga I got dumped by him. Why Mojo, what have you done. Kenapa buat I macam ni.

29 September 2012, I on the way ke faculty untuk program 1citizen. and masa ni jugaklah you dump I. you tahu tak I menangis gila-gilaaaa dalam computer lab tu sayang. you tahu tak I menangis tersedu-sedu kat dalam tu sampai orang perasan. you tau tak I dah tak tau nak mengadu dekat siapa masa tu. I only have you sayang. and on that afternoon, I baca tweet your girl friend, you pergi tengok movie dengan dia berdua? Resident Evil? you tau kan I nakkkk sangat tengok movie tu. and you went with her instead of me. yang I sedih, you sendiri kata kat I, you tak suka cerita tu. And I terima je. tapi kenapa semua benda just fine if it comes to her? kenapa you boleh spend time dengan dia? kenapa tak boleh dengan I even sejam? jauh sangat ke jarak kita ni? and you confess kat I, yang you hanya PERNAH sayang dan cintakan I? Why sayang. whyyy baru sekarang you nak mengaku. kenapa selama ni bila I ready untuk dengar semua tu, you tak nak bgtahu I? and you sendiri choose your social life dengan ciggs and girls? kenapa Mojo, kenapa you jadi macam ni.

30 September 2012, I tengok lagi tweet kawan you tu, and I nampak gambar dia dengan necklace "MOJO". you tau tak apa I rasa, you tau tak hati I hancur. berkecai. habis. I'm not that strong to face this sayang. kenapa you bagi test kat I sampai macam ni sekali. kenapa you ada affair dengan dia. tak sampai 24hours lagi you dah ada pengganti I? selama ni siapa I bagi you sayang?
 even you cuma pernah sayang and cintakan I, don't you have any humanity untuk I. tak boleh ke you fikir even a pinch tentang perasaan I? you tau kan you're my everything walaupun kita selalu bergaduh, sayang I kat you tak pernah berkurang. the thing is you. kenapa cepat sangat you berubah sayang. kenapa dalam satu hari, bertimpa-timpa you bagi test kat I. I tak kuat sayang. I tak kuat. sebab tu I terus pergi cari you. I tak pernah berkira pasal you. lagipun Shah Alam dengan Klang dekat sangat. you je yg selalu berkira dengan I, but it's okay. I faham you.
I tengok you dari jauh. I rindu you sangat. I tau you tak perasan I tenung you. I nak simpan muka you dalam memori I. maybe semalam tu hari last I dapat tengok you. mungkin kita tak kan jumpa lagi untuk selama-lamanya. and once again, hati I hancur sehancur-hancurnya bila you kata you TAK sayang and cintakan I lagi. I tau you dah ada orang lain. how come you sayang buat I macam ni. sumpah I cakap, I tak pernah curang belakang you. I jaga batas I dengan orang lain. I fikir you.

I sayang you. tapi ni yg you balas kat I. and you still nak kata yg I langsung tak appreciate you. I bukan tak appreciate you. I was giving a large space untuk you enjoy dengan life you tanpa I. and I was hoping yg you akan bahagi masa you dengan I. walaupun tak equally, just 10% from your day untuk I pun takpe sayang. I faham. tapi you misunderstand. you kata I childish, I tak matang. okay. I terima. maybe I yg terhegeh-hegeh nakkan you tapi you tak pandang I pun kan actually. tapi why not dari dulu you tak mulakan first step untuk approach I. kenapa buat I sayang you sampai macam ni sekali. kenapa buat I tukar level "TRY" untuk you kepada SERIOUS?

It's been 9 months sayang. 9 months I dengan you. daily life I ada you. tapi sekarang ayat you macam I yg dah sakitkan hati you. you 're the one that dumped me! you hurt me so much sayang. you yg tipu I dengan janji-janji you. you kata I'm your last. I dah rasa macam you're my other half. I boleh terima, tapi kenapa you dapat jumpa pengganti I this quick? I ni siapa selama ni Mojo? siapaaaaaa?? I rasa decision I untuk pindah Kuantan is the best decision ever. maybe I can heal my heart kat sana. memang you tak akan jumpa I lagi sayang. I tak pernah ada niat untuk tinggalkan you, but you left me first sayang.

I tak harap you baca entry ni. but if you do, tolong lah tahu yang I sakit. I sakit sayang :')